WaNt YoU

I just finished seeing a movie..The Open Road..kind of cheesy but it had something...
Something clicked in my head when she tells him that there is only one person for you in your life and u'll never love anyone else like u loved him..That could be very harsh..(i'm going trough one of those days)..Of course it's bullshit and u can do whatever u want in your life, but still LOVE: that's big..
What if she's right all of a sudden?What if we end up loosing the one person we trully loved?or even sadder..end up not finding that ONE person..
I for instance am a trully wacky person, i like falling in love, i love almost everyone(oh yeah, except for those who seem right and conforting:)))How could we( me and my wackyself) live with that?This is sad..trully..What if i lost HIM? Did i ever meet HIM?Who could HE be?What if i didn't struggle enought to have him?
Should we, women struggle? Weren't we supposed to wait in our castle for prince charming to come rescue us?
How could we find HIM without being weak, or being open with every jurk that seems nice?
It kinda sucks as ?I put it..doesn't it:)) And to think that my friends say i'm optimistic:))and full of life..
I couldn't end it without posting the theme song that brought me to this state of mind..and telling HIM to come rescue me one of these days..when he feels like it:)

Nighty night!